well tomorrow I turn 23... ever notice how 23 fuckin reeks? Everyone expects you to be so responsible, so uncreative, so god damned conformed. But you want to have fun still, and no one will accept it now, no, you should be responsible, you should have a great job working at the same goddamned place for 40 years, you should be working on a marriage, having kids, looking for your own brick home, no rentals! WHAT THE HELL? Christ, because I don't fit into the niche that society believes I should crawl into, I'm a loser, I'll never amount to anything, I'm worthless... well, whosoever believes this, I don't give a shit about you, and I hope you die, so my worthless ass will have more air to breath.

Everythings so blurry, and everyone's so fake,
Everbody's empty, and everything is so messed up.
Can't be occupied without you, I can not live at all.
My whole world surrounds you, I stumble and I crawl.
You could be my someone, you could be my seed.
You know that I'll protect you from all of the obscene.
I wonder what you're doing, imagine where you are,
There's oceans between us, but thats not very far.

Everyone is changing, there's no one left thats real.
So make up your own ending, and let me know just how you feel.
Cause I am lost without you, I can not live at all.
My whole world surrounds you, I stumble and I fall.
You could be my someone, you could be my seed.
You know that I will save you from all of the unclean.
I wonder what your doing, I wonder where you are,
There's oceans in between us, but thats not very far.

Nobody told me what you felt, nobody told me what to say.
Everyone showed you where to turn, told you when to runaway.
Nobody told you where to hide, nobody told you what to say,
Everyone showed you when to turn, showed you how to runaway.

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Would you shove it in my face?
Explain it to me again.

kewliez, Pix... heard you were lookin for me... I'm usually gone between like 3pm and 1am sometimes I'm not, Sometimes I'm longer... lol I'm not that easy to catch... :-)

Hey hey hey now :-P

allright... although that IS hard to do... I'm not easy to find... :-)