well tomorrow I turn 23... ever notice how 23 fuckin reeks? Everyone expects you to be so responsible, so uncreative, so god damned conformed. But you want to have fun still, and no one will accept it now, no, you should be responsible, you should have a great job working at the same goddamned place for 40 years, you should be working on a marriage, having kids, looking for your own brick home, no rentals! WHAT THE HELL? Christ, because I don't fit into the niche that society believes I should crawl into, I'm a loser, I'll never amount to anything, I'm worthless... well, whosoever believes this, I don't give a shit about you, and I hope you die, so my worthless ass will have more air to breath.