I have so much pressure and sadness... it's blown my mind. I feel like an empty shell, fragile to touch. I'm afraid if someone touches me, my body will crumble to dust. Emotions are gone, only animal instincts remain. No purpose, no direction, no heart... I am a slice of nothingness... my mind has been broken. The pain has been replaced by emptiness. When I find a piece of sanity, it hurts so much I throw it back into the whirlpool. My senses are numb, I feel absolute blankness. At least nothing doesn't hurt...