It's slipping... don't drop it... forget how heavy it is, you can do it. Come on Cory... hold on just a little while longer... don't worry about the pain, don't care about the point, don't let go... "but I'm getting tired" shut that fucking fatalism up, hold the god-damned ball!

Have no fear, angel... I am still here... sorta... finally got my e-mail back up. cloneboy@toothfairy.com. I'm getting so crushed by reality... I'm dying inside... I'm strong but life begins to get real fuckin' heavy... hold on Cory.. just a bit longer... you can do it.. don't drop the ball.. whatever you do, don't drop the ball... I'll be back online as soon as possible.. at least within the next 3 months. lots of things are going to change in the next three months. Trin... love ya babe... please don't forget me.... whatever happens...............